profiles?
you feel bitter, angry because its never been like that for you.
im a 30 year old borderline personality disorder sufferer, whos known nothing but pain, suffering and injustice, bullying and victimization all through my life.
ive never been in a relationship ever....never been employed....never made any friends....live alone in a one bedroom flat on sickness benifits....i own no posessions except an old computer.
i have no carpets on my floor.
i find myself scowling and feeling angry when i browse people profiles on myspace.....jealous and angry at other peoples happiness and contentment.
angry at their rosy, fat cheeks full of contentment.....girls...guys......
i find myself clenching my teeth with anger....even growling with myself as i stare, angrily at the profiles.
especially at this time of the year when everybodies supposed to be having a good time with family and friends.
2007-12-16
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