25 weeks pregnant and not feeling well. Stayed out til 3:00am for spouses Christmas party, and up early this morning for Christmas shopping. Complications with child (excess fluid around the heart).
Partner feels he shouldn't have to give up his old lifestyle. Has been out every weekend for drinks with the guys for the past month/two months. His friends are jerks to me (spread lies to try and break us up, never invite me out, etc.). Partner still plays hockey, takes guitar lessons, and works different hours than me at times, so usually we have a couple nights a week to see each other, this week only one. He always says "I am doing what I want to do."
My problem? I have given up everything for this child and am often stuck at home alone. I feel like I have no support system and am crushed. I always dreamed of building a stronger relationship with my partner, especially with a child on the way, but he insists on living his own life. It's killing me and I want to leave
2007-12-15
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Betty
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