to summerize: im 30 years old have borderline personality disorder...ive had a hellish life of abuse, bullying, sexual abuse, victimization, street attacks...head injuries.
ive never worked or been employed, i have a criminal record a mental health one....ive never gained any qualifications ever.
ive never had a partner or been in a steady relationship ever...except lots of sexual encounters which havent meant anything.
never made any friends...i live a lonely isolated life in a one bedroom flat on sickness benifits.....dont have no posessions except a computer an old one. dont have any carpets on my floor even.
dont have anyone to turn to.
the life and goals i have of living in a quiet coastal town with a loving partner are to out of reach to unobtainable and i dont want to work hard to get them either.
i was in a psychiatric hospital in 99 until 2000, i was sectioned under a hospital order.
because of my miserable, pathetic, desperate life i could easily do something serious
2007-12-12
18:21:59
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