I met him when I was seperated from my husband and was just getting to know him. I fell inlove with him but I still got back with my husband for my daughter and because I didn't know how he felt for me. He broke it off a year ago this month, yet we see eachother atleast every other month for either one or two nights together. I don't know what his life is like, does he have a girlfriend, is he married too? but I can't seem to just be happy with my husband. It's like I NEED to have my lover too. and although I know my lover will never commit to me, I love every moment we spend together even if its for one day. How do I stop hurting myself and my family when it hurts to think of letting go? I've never cheated in ANY relationship before this, but I am jaded from being cheated on. Am I just pissed off and won't let go of my past? Crap...I'm so dang confused. I just want to have the strength to let go of someone. And should I tell my lover I'm inlove with him? Help!!!!
2007-12-08
07:48:27
·
10 answers
·
asked by
Fiera69
1
in
Marriage & Divorce