my husband has wanted to kill himself since before we met. After we got together everything changed atleast for a while. I've been his strength. He told me tonight that he hasn't been giving up that he has gave up. I have lost myself completely, in the process of fighting for his life. I no longer have a sense of self. I feel like I am spiraling completely out of control. In the battle I have lost my sense of sanity. I just feel a complete lack of control now. I don't just want to give up on him, but life has been so unlivable for me, so much to the point where I have just wanted to give up as well on my own life. I can't hold him up anymore, it's not that i want to give up, but i just can't do this anymore. Fighting this has literally sucked the life out of me. I feel so helpless. I usually have all the answers for him. I have come to a dead hault in my life. Any advice out there for me?
I feel like I just can't do this anymore.
What if anything can I do. He is on medicine and seeing
2007-12-06
18:15:40
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