I used to be really cheeky and think that everything that I got I deserved, as in material things and love etc. As I've grown earlier I realise that my mum and dad have given so much to me and that I dont deserve to have it all.
They have given me everything that I ever wanted growing up and I only remember being a stroppy teenager not thanking them for anything.
I also had a boyfriend at 17 and I just rebbelled from school etc all the while my mum and dad were supporting me etc. I feel so bad.
Now I am in second year uni I feel so guilty for being like this and I just want to make my mum and dad proud.
I also dont like things about myself and I know my mum and dad wouldnt like my uni way of life sometimes. The way we go out, all the boys etc. I feel as if I need to be perfect.
What do you think?
2007-11-21
22:15:50
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lozziebach
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