Im in my early thirties and over the last 11 plus years I have been going to strip clubs to escape. Its started as a hobby and I think it has materialized into a serious addiction. To date, I have dropped in access of $50,000 on strip clubs alone. In addition to that, Ive also visited countless escorts and massage parlors. Financially it has destroyed me . Ive had $300 nights at the strip club, $200 nights, $500 nights, $800 nights, $100 nights , $50 nights, $20 nights , $2000 nights, and so forth and so on. Ive gone there hundreds of times and have a toilet paper worth of ATM receipts and ATM fees to prove it. Im not super rich but when Im in the strip club, money doesnt mean anything. Ive tried to stop for 7 months but I always end up back there worse than ever. Im not sure why I do this and its caused me alot of pain and anguish. How can I turn my life around ? I cant seem to find a balance and normal life like most people. My life is very abnormal. And lastly, am I going to hell ?
2007-11-11
19:59:59
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Black Jack
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Mental Health