I am not passionate about making music. I like some music, but I don't feel musically inclined or creative. I am just interested in the rewards that come with being a rockstar. I am aware that there are some drawbacks, but I want the rewards really badly.
In order for me to be a rockstar, I would have to be a poseur. I would have to assume the rockstar image in order to be accepted and fit in. I really just want the attention from girls and the money and the lifestyle of a rockstar. I am not a great musician and I don't feel like there are melodies in my head waiting to pop out. Stereotypically, I play the guitar. I am willing to sacrifice my true self for the rewards of being a rockstar.
I feel like I have lost who I truly am in my obsession with becoming a rockstar. I have invested so much time and energy in this that I feel like I can't turn back, even though I'm not passionate about it.
What do you think will be the end result of this? I am serious. Is this a good idea? Advice?
2007-11-09
18:57:08
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Danny
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Mental Health