My dad has been non-communicative, unpredictable and detrimental to me my whole life. I'm 19, still living under his roof. What makes it worse is that if I was to tell him how I felt, that he's not made me feel loved, been there for me or provided a wholesome influence, he'd do one of three things: become enraged and insulted that I'd say such things, be completely shocked that I felt the way I did or say he would change...but as past efforts have dictated, he never changes. What can I do, not to change my dad, but to feel better about myself, and stop feeling as if I'm not worth anything because he doesn't pay attention to me? He causes me so much sadness, and he doesn't even know...I can almost say I hate him, but hate is a very strong word.
2007-10-20
14:48:55
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AnimalLover<3
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