I am so extremely depressed. I am 21, I went to school to become a paralegal but cant find a job, despite numerous interviews, I am overweight..but I wasnt always this way. The man I love doesnt love me back and actually asked me for one of my other friends phone number( this literally crushed me) We're not in a relationship and he just comes around when he wants oral sex. I dont have any money and creditors are calling everyday all day long! My hair is thining and breaking off, I dont really have any hope for the future. Im so afraid of ending up like my mother and aunt, with an unfufilled life. Its like I CANT CATCH A BREAK! i just want to be forgiven for my sins and move on,...but GOD is not making it easy. I thought he loved me...but sometimes i dont think he does. I struggle to stay on this earth every day in hopes of it getting better one day.
2007-09-21
16:38:13
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