I have a big split personality....im usually the funniest guy at school, most people on my campus like me just because im fun to be around and spontaneous, ect. and i also treat the adults with respect and have fun with them!
But sometimes, for example today I was looking at some pictures online of this group of punks at my school who treats the teachers and people there with absolutely no respect...and my other personality came outI imagined myself killing them, and I wasn't even phased about it, like i was doing the world a favor for killing them.
I also have something else wrong...I have something down inside of my like 5x the normal adrenaline. Its never fully came out, but one day when my parents pissed me off i tried comitting suicide by popping the blood vessels in my head by pressure, because i didnt have anything to take it out on. I have full control of it, but I feel one day someone will trigger it and i wont be able to control it and ill end up killing someone. Help?
2007-09-13
15:11:48
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Guido~CdubZ
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