I have a big split personality....im usually the funniest guy at school, most people on my campus like me just because im fun to be around and spontaneous, ect. and i also treat the adults with respect and have fun with them!
But sometimes, for example today I was looking at some pictures online of this group of punks at my school who treats the teachers and people there with absolutely no respect...and my other personality came outI imagined myself killing them, and I wasn't even phased about it, like i was doing the world a favor for killing them.
I also have something else wrong...I have something down inside of my like 5x the normal adrenaline. Its never fully came out, but one day when my parents pissed me off i tried comitting suicide by popping the blood vessels in my head by pressure, because i didnt have anything to take it out on. I have full control of it, but I feel one day someone will trigger it and i wont be able to control it and ill end up killing someone. Help?
2007-09-13 15:11:48 · 4 answers · asked by Guido~CdubZ 2 in Social Science ➔ Psychology
My parents won't do anything, i've confronted them with this and all they said was that i had a bad temper and such. I suppose i could ask them to set me up with one just flat out, im sure they would question me a lot though...still not sure what to do...i feel like i do need to see a therapist of psychiatrist, but im not sure.
2007-09-13 15:26:14 · update #1
I also understand about injustice and anger and such, but this is a lot deeper than that. Thats what my parents said, that i just have anger sometimes and got it from my father (died of cancer 8 years ago) and all that about rage and stuff but i feel strongly that it is a lot deeper than that.
2007-09-13 15:28:15 · update #2
We can't help you from here. You need to make an appointment to see one of us (counselor, pschologist, psychyatrist) Please, we take out expensive advertisements in the yellow pages so we are easier for you to find and call us! Many work with your insurance or help you get medicaid or have "no-insurance" discounts that make seeing someone to talk to with professional experience, affordable.
2007-09-13 15:20:30 · answer #1 · answered by Anonymous · 0⤊ 0⤋
Everyone has anger, everyone gets pissed off at injustice. Take it from an old pro, you cannot now or ever control rage. You need to find out where it is coming from and why, you don't have a split personality. It takes a lot to anger some and very little for others, it is how we express that anger that causes problems. You need to seek out a counselor or therapist who specializes in emotional behavior. Preferably one who is into teaching skills, not prescibing pills. I found one and she saved my life. Many people hurt themselves when their emotions are so strong, you must seek help before you hurt yourself, or someone hurts you.
2007-09-13 22:23:52 · answer #2 · answered by inkgddss 5 · 1⤊ 0⤋
if you are having these type thoughts, then you won't find help here. get to a qualified professional as soon as possible
2007-09-13 22:20:19 · answer #3 · answered by Zirconne 3 · 0⤊ 0⤋
you're scary!
2007-09-13 22:25:28 · answer #4 · answered by ♥Slide♥ 3 · 0⤊ 0⤋