I'm so lonely. I'm a freshman in college across the country from where my family is. My sister, who used to be my best friend, won't talk to me on the phone, but right now I need her so much.
I live in a triple, and my two roommates click with each other, but not so much with me. I don't want to go to parties because I don't drink and I have a lot of social anxiety. I just feel very lonely and depressed all the time. I began looking for Sufjan Stevens tickets in my college's city, to lure my sister, but then I cried when I found out that he wasn't playing in Oct. this year, but that he played in Oct. last year. I felt stupid thinking I could bribe her, but I miss her so much. I'm worried about her too. She got her GED (she's 16) because she was having lots of problems. She's brilliant too, and she wants to go to college, but she doesn't think she can get in. I don't know if she's jealous of me, because I'm in college and that I'm going to where she would like to have gone.
2007-09-07
17:50:08
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