I care about my husband, but I know that I stopped being in love with him a long time ago. We've been trying to have kids for 5 years now (same length of time we've been married). As much as I want to be a mother, I don't really want to have kids with my husband. He's a kid on his own and not only that, but I've fallen out of love with him and I'm currently in love with someone else.
We're about to start the IVF (invitro fertilization) in a few months, and I'm just wondering if I should go thru it or not. I feel like if I don't then, I'll never be able to have a child (I'm 30). Should I just go through it and if successful, keep the baby, still stay in the marriage for the sake of marriage or not go through it and be with someone who makes me happy? I feel like I'm getting to old and I may never be able to have a child, but I feel like I'm doing it with the wrong person as well.
2007-08-29
15:56:34
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