I am a very religious woman, and my husband also has strong religious beliefs. We have always had a troubled relationship. He used to drink exessively and that caused our family huge problems (financial, emotional, and otherwise) for the first five years of our marriage. I left him and he promised to change if I took him back. After 6 months, I did. I found that the drinking was not necesarilly our entire problem. It was just so big, and he was so absent, that I didn't notice the others as much. I feel affection for him, and do not have trouble being physically attracted to him. Often, I feel like I love him, but often I don't. Sometimes, I even hate him. Which is awful, because how I believe, Love God, and love everyone else. I do not have trouble loving my neighbor. Sometimes the biggest thing I resent him for is that he ever convinced me to marry him. I was on the rebound and thought I was in love again. How is it that I can love and forgive the whole world, but not him? Help!
2007-08-06
15:41:36
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Jennie t
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