i'll try keep this short...
during my childhood i moved around quite a lot coz my mam kept getting different jobs. i accepted this as part of life, but we've moved around so much that i've lost a part of me.
i've moved places like 4 times now, and i've just had enough. all my friends live ages away, my new school expects too much from me, and i'm surrounded by nasty people who put me down.
i've told her countless times that i'm unhappy with everything that's going on but she just tells me to accept it and grow up. i can't accept it though. i can't stand being so down every day, but she wants me to feel happy but i can't. i can't be happy just coz she wants me to.
i've told her that i self-harm but she asks for a "rational" reason. i can't get any more rational than that.
i would live with my dad but he hardly has any money to look after himself, let alone me.
i feel like i can't be happy even if i tried coz all my confidence has gone and i feel like i can't get it back
2007-07-30
04:55:45
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