It sounds cliche to say that I'm in love with my best guy friend, but it really is the truth. The only thing is, he's gay. I've come to terms with it over the past few months, and I know in the back of my head nothing will ever happen, but I honestly feel like he is supposed to be my soulmate. I've talked to him about it, and he knows I love him, and we're best friends so both of us would do anything for each other. Everyone thinks we're going out because we're always together and we kind of act like we're going out in that we hold hands etc. and we're really rather perfect for each other - we share common interests and we can talk to each other about anything. I guess I just don't know if it's possible to "ungayify" him? And part of me feels so selfish to want such a thing, but the other half of me is saying that we're meant to be together for the rest of our lives, and I'm not sure what to do. We're going to diff colleges in the fall and I don't know if i should look for other guys?
2007-07-01
17:42:04
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