I am jealous because she is starting to drive. I know its weird but I admit it. That is all she talks about. She brings it up. For example, we were with our friends and she said out of the blue “mom won’t let me drive to Arlington Park because there are bad drivers around here.” And then they say “ Oh, you’re driving?” And then she blabs away about herself and my parents continue. It’s so annoying! And this morning my parents wouldn’t let her drive somewhere and she cried! (16 in September). She always cries. I haven’t cried for like a year. She is driving to church tomorrow or tonight, whenever we go. I don’t want her to! I just don’t want to be in the car. That is all she will talk about. I know I should be happy for her but I’m not. I’m just jealous. I will be able to get my permit next year on July 6 (my birthday) when I turn 15. We are 1 grade apart but she is older for a sophomore and I am young for a freshman. I am 14 on July 6. She will get her license this year. Also, what contributes to my jealousy is she is always the topic of conversations. She is track star, went to state as a freshman. Her worst grade was a 96%. I was a 83%. She has all advanced classes. I am in regular. My 11 y/o brother is in all advanced classes for middle school and star of baseball team. I am batting last on my team and can’t do anything to impress anyone. I’m not good at basketball and soccer, and hate football, like pads and serious practices. I love to watch and play football in my backyard but not all the seriousness of the sport. I can’t cook, sing (and am sure of it), or do much else. And the only sport I can play well is Ultimate Frisbee. I played my brother and sister in a game with another person on my team and we killed them. Now they don’t play me. And the nearest camp is 20 miles away. I asked my dad if I could join and he said “if you want to walk 20 miles, go ahead.” And she is mean. I get yelled at every day and I “ruined” her garden. (I “overwatered”) The garden is doing fine. And they never go outside. I am the only one that actually works on baseball. I play everyday. They are addicted to TV and video games. They used to be tan, now they are pale as a ghost. I have the only tan. This just gets me so annoyed. How can I deal with her driving because she will be soon.
Thanks!
2007-06-30
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