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S Do you think my life is over because of this?
i dont want to have a boyfriend, or a husband or get married, i dont want to have kids.
i dont think i could love someone really or make them happy, i just dont feel like anybody deserves me not even a child and for the child to suffer because i would be his or her mother.
i dont even want to meet with my textmate for three years though we have known a lot from each other, i avoid social interaction with men i feel inadequate, i mostly feel like killing myself but i just tell myself tomorrow is another day i serioulsy might get better, im turning 20 and turned down all the chances to have a relationship with men. and i cant even focus on my studies, i seriously feel that nothing is important anymore not even money, career, or my dreams, im losing all, its just empty, i know im depressed but i just cant even tell it to my parents cause its far too weird for them to understand that most days i wish to have cancer just so i could feel pain, and then perhaps i would want to cherish life
2007-06-17
20:00:06
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haringmarumo
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Philosophy