What's wrong with me?!!! I am having trouble changing my perspective. My mind is my own enemy.?
I tend to think that whatever is happening in my head, other people are aware of it. For instance, if I feel ugly that day, I feel that other people can tell. If guys look at me, I tend to think that they find me repulsive. If, on a certain day I feel great, I know that guys are looking at me because I look so damn fine. Other days I feel people hate me. They have something against me. They are trying to figure me out and I don't want them to. If people don't sit next to me or look at me I sometimes think that maybe I smell bad. I feel that they can see all the flaws on my face. People are to closer to me. I feel like I am drowning in their critisms. Please stay away from me, unless I approach you, don't be mean. What is reality. I don't know what people think of me. I assume it's not good. Please don't give me those stares. I am a girl in college and it has become worse. To the point that it leads me to depression and other things. I misinterpret things greatly.
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If I think I'm stupid, when I really don't think I am, it comes true. I think that way, I act that way. Law of attraction? I've tried. I want to be invisible, and become invisible when things feel right. Don't look at me, but don't ignore me either. I hurt easily. Especially if I like you. Don't be mean. I am a college baby.
2007-05-03
16:22:40
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