College was an emotional roaller coaster for me this semester and I went from As or Fs. I was said to be suffering from depression, but I feel that my state of mind was a lie. I felt like shhit for more than two months. I don't feel guity for coming up with so many excuses. I don't know if I feel guilty. More apathetic, even though this wasn't the person I was. I don't know if I convinced myself that I am sick and I became sick. I've told my friends and professors that I'm sick and they believe me. i sometimes believe myself too, but at others, I think I'm fooling the whole world. SOmetimes I don't know what's real anymore. I'd like to sleep a long happy sleep. I use to be happy and look good. Now, I don't give a damn.
2007-04-27
13:18:59
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