I have a problem. More like a curse. I won't get into specifics, because you would all hate me. I'll leave it at this, it is sexual in nature. It is wrong, filthy and vile. There are no support groyups for people like me, none at least I want to associate with. I have these thoughts and urges, but I have NEVER acted upon them, and I never will. I would kill myself first. Every night, I beg God to take it away, to make me normal. I know He can, He's God. Why won't He? My life sucks, and I pretty sure it is because of this, maybe not God punishing me, because I did not choose this, but like some messed up form of Karma. I've lived with this for 10 years, and I don't know how much more I can take. Why won't He help me?
2007-04-10
16:59:20
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