I have a problem. More like a curse. I won't get into specifics, because you would all hate me. I'll leave it at this, it is sexual in nature. It is wrong, filthy and vile. There are no support groyups for people like me, none at least I want to associate with. I have these thoughts and urges, but I have NEVER acted upon them, and I never will. I would kill myself first. Every night, I beg God to take it away, to make me normal. I know He can, He's God. Why won't He? My life sucks, and I pretty sure it is because of this, maybe not God punishing me, because I did not choose this, but like some messed up form of Karma. I've lived with this for 10 years, and I don't know how much more I can take. Why won't He help me?
2007-04-10 16:59:20 · 2 answers · asked by poiuythj 1 in Society & Culture ➔ Religion & Spirituality
God gives all of us struggles and things we must overcome. I guess this is yours. Perhaps you are asking God for the wrong thing. You should ask him from strength to overcome this obstacle, instead of just asking him to take it away.
2007-04-12 10:07:41 · answer #1 · answered by gerafalop 7 · 1⤊ 0⤋
Are you making this more of a problem than this is? I know you haven't gone into specifics but in every other aspects of your life you seem a good religious guy who has faith in God. If he hasn't stopped this at least he's given you the strength to try and stop it yourself. Keep up your prayers and don't amke this a bigger problem than it is. Remember he still loves you.
2007-04-10 23:21:17 · answer #2 · answered by Princess 4 · 1⤊ 0⤋