people say leave that who hurt me, try to distract myself from the things which makes me sad... forget the person whom I love but he doesn't... everyone said to me forget him and other person will come who will truly love me but this is all to say... nothing is in reality.
Its been more than a year... but till today I am in deep deep sadness. mourn on my love, my feelings never changed. I pretend to be happy in front of others, my friend and my parents think I am funny girl...
but I know this is just not me. my Internal is sad, in greif, I am in pain,,, for so long... I am tired from this sadness.. my life undergown from so many tragedies in past 4year and the guy whom I love come in my life 1year back with promise that he will never go my smile from my lips... but he left me, I bear everything happened to me but this , he left me. i cant come over it. each time I tried to come out but In this past year I tried to forget him but as I tried it become more painful. I truly love him but He dont care for my feeling.
from past two days I am very upset, I dont want to eat, I am not crying and not doing any thing. I am loosing interest in life's activities. But i want to come out. I dont want to be like this but i am unable to help myself. there is nobody in this huge huge world to whom i can explain how sad I am, how painful is to tolerate that you are not been loved with that person to whom who love more than anything. I cant forget him and I dont want to be with him. Is this sadness will remain with me forever? Thats why I thought to describe my feelings here... help me people, I am helpless.
I am sad, I am very sad.
2007-03-30
18:45:54
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