If I was confident of entering Heaven I will not be scared to die, except the proccess of it. At the moment I am scared of dying as I do not want to go to hell. A few days ago I were not scared to die at all as I was confident of knowing where I will be going. I love Jesus so much and the Father, but I am not cofidient of Heaven like I were a few days ago or even a few weeks ago. I just got over bowel cancer as God did heal me from that, but I now face a new delema. A doctor today and I too found a lump a size of a pea in my neck, and it is very painful, expecially when I lift my head up.I am on antibiotics and they are not working for the first time. I have no sore throat, or fever, but I feel like I burn up sometimes for no reason and tonight I had a dry cough at my mothers house. My glands are a bit swollen but a lump was found in my neck today, which is very painful. So Chrisitans if it is serious and it might not be but if it is I want a right standing with God, because when I had
2007-03-12
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