I'm a girl. And i've been told i have a great body, but i hate mine, and i know its normal. But I have no self esteem. If i wear a flattering shirt (cleevage, tight) i feel like a whore and i think that people are saying stuff about me behind my back. If i wear bigger clothes, i see how everyone else looks pretty and wotnot in their tighter clothes (not homo). I also can nevr say anything right. I laugh too long at certain jokes and can't keep a conversation unless its really good. I'm too afraid to grow up that i am immature and pretty much am too uncomfortable for certain conversations so i just kinda leave them. Then I'm also annoying (told so by people) and either i talk to much or not at all. I'm an oddball and even though i'm in that awkward stage of life, i can't help but feel depressed cause i feel as tho i never fit in. It doesn't help that I have a few friends who are friends when it benefits them, and make fun of me when it makes them "look good"... idk if it works tho...
2007-03-10
16:36:07
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Meow
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Mental Health