I have written in before about my marriage problems, and I'm still not ready to make a permanent decision yet. We will be married 30 years next month! He didn't used to be this way, I still keep remembering back the way things used to be between us, and try to hang onto those thoughts, and that gives me some peace, and tell myself that we have survived much more than this before, and I can't picture myself with anyone else, and I don't want to picture him with anyone else, so you would think I have my answer wouldn't you? Only if it were that simple. I guess i'm afraid to talk to him, cause I'm afraid that he will start arguing with me again, and I can't take anymore stress, but I'm afraid that if I wait much later we will never be able to work things out! I wish I knew how he felt, and that he could tell someone mutual between us, so that I wouldn't have to be afraid. I know I sound like a coward, and I used to be so strong, but this emotional stuff between me and him just drained me!
2007-03-05
04:32:05
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Marriage & Divorce