this is a little embarassing but, I wanna lose weight badly, i'm following a very calorie restricted diet (no more then 1000)...and exercising a couple hour a day ontop of the 6 times a week of hockey.
I'm told i'm healthy, but my gym said I need to lose 25-30 lbs and they said I had 38% body fat. I can't help but see this large figure infront of me and now I find anytime I eat, i feel really, really guilty and get all bummed out
But I can't help it...I feel so consumed with this...I'm taking a few things to try and help...diet pills and a couple of intestinal cleansers a day. I don't have an eating disorder, and I know theres no way i'm gonna get on. I've got more control then that.
But i feel so consumed...I wanna lose the weight so badly...but I don't know why...and I feel myself getting mroe and more consumed each day. That thought of consumption scares me....does that make sense?
2007-03-03
15:40:41
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Women's Health