never be? im 29, ive just been recentley diagnosed with borderline personality disorder. and ive been through a hell of alot of pain in my life..and i feel really tainted and damaged by it..irripairely. i feel im becoming, hardened, bitter, intense, all the things ive been frightened of becoming..im turning into a serious, intense, lonely hardened person, who doesnt enjoy life or his existance anymore..my life has been serious, intense and severe for so long now, since 16, im starting to resent and feel angry to other people who are happy, and whove not been through what ive been through..i feel angry and enraged at other peoples giggles, smiles, laughs. i remember, my past vividly, bulllying throughout secondary school, victimised by gangs of youths in the street years ago, i remember well how people have made me feel about myself in my life. and to top it all off, im still suffering now, still struggling through this disorder to try and get the life i want. with no end in sight
2007-03-02
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