because of all the problems and insecurities i have...ive been diagnosed with borderline personality disorder and have very low self esteem. im 29. feel insecure about my life and my self. this girl is 20, ive talked to her now for two years on the msn, ive told her how much i love her, she said she loves me, but i live in fear and terror shell leave and abandon me, because of my problems(described in other questions recently)>> i dont think could handle it if she left me, i have a constant feeling of emptiness and isolation. i so desperatly want to get my life together. she said shes moving to england next year to be with me. i love her and am terrified of losing her. of her leaving me..relashionships and frienships are non existant in my life because of the types of problems ive endured. she is a real gem in my life. i wanna commit to her, and have told her this. but i fear shes bound to leave me once she learns fully of my struggles. ive never been employed and on benifits
2007-02-24
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