i am 23 and have been signed off since dec with depression as i have tried a few times to end it all. alot has to do with my crummy past and horrid childhood. from when i was 5 until i was 16 i was bullied as i was half white and half asian. i was humiliated, put in hospital and mentally abused time and time again and left school with no confidence and unable to hold my head up high and look someone in the eye. there have been other things that have happened to be growing up which i don't want to go into as they are ever more upsetting and just make me cry thinking about them. i have tried to be strong and move on but recently i have opened pandoras box and looked back over the last 18 years of my life and can't believe how rubbish it has been and what i did to deserve it. i am living in my own personal hell and can't see a way out. i feel my life is just meant to be unhappy. has anyone else been throught something similar and how do you get over bad memories from your past?
2007-02-22
08:45:41
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