Now, all through my life I’ve been acting like I want a serious relationship, and then when it sits in my lap, I find all other excuses not to be bothered.
I just got out of stupid relationship with a man, he’s a cop, he that has 3 kids by 3 different women. Now I’m actually a bi-sexual woman that has a girlfriend at the present moment, but she has a boyfriend and I don’t. Why oh why do I put myself in these situations, her boyfriend is a CO and he works at night into the AM and I like a fool wait until he goes to work and go to spend the night with her and leave for work in the morning. One time he almost caught me there and I had to jump thru the window, thank god she lives on the 1st floor. She’s actually the aggressive female and I’m the fem. Now on his days off which is 2 days, I can’t hear from her or see her until he goes back to work, I keep asking myself do I really love this woman or is it just a challenge. I can tell you guys tons of stories, but I’m ready to be in a serious relationship, something keeps playing in my head, a psychic told me that I would never get married, and I think that’s playing in my psyche. I want to break up with this woman.
Can someone help me? Is there a Doctor Phil out there some where? Why do I do these things to myself and know that’s not what I really want.
2007-02-15
01:37:53
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