Well you see i have lung cancer. I wanted to give up, i didn't want that hope and in the end have it crushed. So my bf and i got into a fight, and he said he wanted me to try, not only for myself, but for him too cause he needs me.
Then i tried calling him but he wouldn't answer.I left a message saying that i would give it a shot. He still didn't answer. We didn't speak for about a week before he came by. I then sat him down and said that i can't be manipulated into a situation where i have no choice. I said i will go ahead and try but will still keep the same mindset that i'm dead in 5 years. He said that's fine as long as i tried. I asked then why didn't he answer or contact me after the message about trying. He said he was busy. I then said i couldn't do this anymore, cause deep down i'm scared, i cry each night wishing this never happened to me, that i need someone there for me when i feel down, not to make me do things that i fear with a line about love and then not speak to me. I learnt love as being caring, accepting and most of all, understanding of. I said i wanted someone who felt the same way as i felt for them and that i couldn't see him anymore.
Was i right to break it off?
2007-02-11
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