I feel really shy and embarrassed around the male population. I can barely look them in the eye, so I just look at my knees instead. I'm 17, and despite having about 7 chances to date I've basically been single my whole life, have never dated and have never been kissed. I wish I had a boyfriend, but I don't see it ever happening. I can see myself as a crazy old lady with 72 cats before I ever get with someone. I'm always making lots of mistakes and embarrassing myself. From my last highschool where I left because of bullying, I got the gist that I was fat and ugly, and that nothing I did could ever be forgiven because I can't pull of being cute. I also have a bit of a speech problem when I'm nervous, that makes people think I'm an idiot, when in reality, I have an above average IQ. I don't really have any street cred as such, and am always saying the silliest things.
Would people get a vibe about how I feel around them? What should I do?
2007-02-05
19:51:23
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