The hardest thing to do besides reading these posts, is understanding how some people can assume certain things. So it's best to believe that because I am 19, I am doing this because I want to "go clubbing" or back to my promiscuous and responsibility-free life, even though we are free to make our own conclusions. Thoughts like those are reasons we as people are full of hatred in our hearts.
Even though I can't provide the motherly love to my daughter, I do not think of her as a mistake nor do I regret having her. She is beautiful and her smile can light up anyones day. The only problem is, it's never lit mine. It crushed me to know that I couldn't love my daughter the way I could. I tried and I tried, making sure my main focus was her; taking care of her, feeding her, trying to build the bond, that just seemed to keep breaking. It just never worked, and not only did it hurt, I felt like a failure.
2007-01-26
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