One of my great friends lives in London. He is not really my best friend, but i like him a LOT, or probably, i LOVE him. It's more intresting for me to chat with him than chatting with 5 naked chicks. My realtionship with him is so complicated. I know that he loves me as well, but we can't say that. I have told him for several times that i like u alot. He is always in my mind and i can't stop thinking about him. Eventhought, the last time we met was a year and a month ago.We dont express our feelings to each other precisely cuz that's kind of gay. Iam not gay. I DEEPLY HATE to have sex with another guy, can't even imagine it. But this case is diffrent. To be honest, sometimes i do have some sexual feelings about him. To be even more honest i kissed him when we were saying goodbye in the air port. Does it mean iam being gay? Should i stop talking to him(considering i don't want to be gay)?( I think the dummiest answers could be yes stop talking to him or try to think of him diffrently.)
2007-01-13
18:49:35
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Mosi
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