This guy I work with asked if I would like to have a beer and watch a movie with him sometime. He has no idea I am gay. I didn't tell him I am gay because I am not out at work. I simply told him I was flattered but I don’t date people I work with. Ever since he asked me out I have been obsessing about how I look in front of him, I make excuses to walk past him at his desk and I flirt with him. I even dyed my hair to get his attention. So that he would notice and give me some more attention. Even though I date women now I used to be with men when I was younger. I do find my co-worker attractive but his personality sucks. If I were straight still I would never go out with him. Why am I acting this way? I know that it is wrong for me to lead him on. I guess it just feels good to be desired. I don’t know, what do you think my deal is?
2006-12-11
01:27:23
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Lesbian, Gay, Bisexual, and Transgender