I have recurrent nightmares of being found floating in a canal but still being conscious in my dead body. I can see shopping trolleys and car tires through the murky, oily water as I float face-down. Then someone drags me from the water and I see their face against shocking daylight. I can hear officials talking about what they're going to do with me and they always come to the same conclusion: bury me. It sort of ends with the horror of being buried conscious.
In my real life I live alone with my cat that has a neurological disorder and I have no real friends, only the people I speak to at work. I've always had massive trouble communicating with people and I also have a chronic abdominal illness, which I won't go into. But, it often makes me feel like I'm confused as to whether I'm supposed to be asleep or awake. I've never learnt to drive because of this. My family also live a couple of hundred miles away. I really love them, though.
2006-11-02
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