I am engaged to a man - he's what alot of women would call the "Perfect One" - good looks, stable career, kind, caring, family-oriented, loving etc. Recently we had some issues, so I took a month holiday and went overseas to visit my cousin. Due to space contraint, I shared room with her housemate, who happened to be a lesbian (boyish dressing, but still girly).
Every night, we would lie down on her bed and have deep conversations.. and when it was time for me to leave, I realised I was attracted to her, and on the last night, I kissed her and we made out. The next morning before I left, I kissed her for so long and didn't wanna leave...
I'm very lost right now, I am back with my fiance, and I felt like I cheated on him. Then again, I'm still very much infatuated with her, and I text and call her everyday. I never thought I would be attracted to women, but look what i've done. I'm so screwed. Any advice?
2006-09-04
23:01:33
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Janny
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Lesbian, Gay, Bisexual, and Transgender