..... I claim all the promises in the Bible in the hope that something will change my circumstances, but nothing works. I've heard that you will reap what you sow, but so far nothing. I feel so cold inside. I literally have no one in my life except for one parent. I have no brothers, sisters, no one. I'm scared that I'll be left alone, once my parent dies. I feel scared all the time. I just can't bear to live in this world alone. I have felt this way since I was a child and nothing has changed whatsoever and I just don't know what to do. I attend church regularly and on the outside I'm wonderful, but inside I feel dead. I can't seem to 'click' with anyone at church, as most christians are horrible. I listen to Benny Hinn, Joyce Meyer, T D Jakes, Joel Osteen, Charles Stanely and think "great, I'll remember that", then the next day I'm back to square one again. I can't fathom God out at all.
2006-08-21
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