Ive been in a roller coaster relationship with an older man for five years. Ive come to the conclusion that I need to leave him.
I want to get married and he obviously doesnt but wont tell me.
Five years is long enough to wait for a committment.
My problem is fear. Whenever I leave him alone, something happens to make me go back to him. My heart feels empty without him, I ache when I dont see or talk to him and when I do finally see him again, I get the butterfly feeling in my gut. I somehow feel complete again, once we have made up.
He is much older than I and sex is not a major factor (he has problems in that area)
Once we broke up and I got engage to someone else for 6 months. Someone how he managed to slip back into my life. The engagement was not broke because of him...there were other problems, BUT the point Im trying to make is How do I let go, And move on for good.
2006-08-11
19:10:39
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Ms Confused
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Marriage & Divorce