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My life is a complete mess...?
I'm about to completely give up. I'm a 22yr old lesbian female living at home with mom for the 2nd time due to a coke addiction which I'm completely over. I'm super depressed, always have anxiety attacks, can't control my mood swings. I've tried working, it makes me want to commit suicide EVERY time and i end up quitting or being fired. It's basically come down to work or die. And I'm considering death, because if I work I'm just going to feel like dying anyways. It's not the work that bothers me.. it's the environment, the people looking at me, etc. I've tried working tons of places. I was even a salon manager, but still the feelings stayed.
So... I'm in debt. Obviously I need a job. I'm about to most likely have a surgery due to a fibroid in my uterus, which puts me more in debt. I don't know what to do. I'm taking Effexor, the highest dose. I can't just 'get over' things..I've tried since the day I was born
2006-08-03
21:19:48
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