I always thought I was going to be normal, but for the past year I have been fighting myself. I want children, I want to have a husband and have a wonderful life, but I face an obstacle.
I like girls too.
At first I thought I was allowing myself to be influenced by this ridiculous fad of teenage girls saying that they "swing both ways", but I've realize that isn't it. That I feel attraction to both sexes ever without having been with either.
I suppose I just can't say what I am to myself, nor my close friends or family; I fear judgement. How can't I admit this to my friends, my family, and even worse, myself? That my dreams for the future could be ruined by these awful thoughts?
I'm simply so confused.
2006-07-21
20:00:01
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renegadedrow2
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Other - Family & Relationships