I'm 21,for the past few years or so, I've been worrying constantly about my mom and my husband. Neither one of them is ill or anything of the sort. My dad is the one with a history of cancer and many surgeries. My worries are specific. I'm afraid if I mention them, I'll jinx it. Sometimes bad images appear in my mind, and they freak me out, so I change my thought.
One instance, a couple years ago, I told everyone that I was really worried about Mom. A week or two later, my sister said not to worry because Mom fell off the back of a truck, but she was fine (just a bump). I DID quit worrying. Another time, I saw my husband's grandmother in a different light. I looked at her ear, and it looked like a dead person's ear. Next, we were walking down the stairs at her house. I froze for a moment and thought how bad it would be to fall. She died the next day from falling down the stairs. I felt deeply responsible (should have said something), and cried for over a year. Any thoughts?
2006-07-17
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