Sometimes I wake up in the middle of the night feeling disturbed...almost as if there is something I need to do (other than use the bathroom)
my appetite has been steadily shrinking and I stopped eating lunch a month ago, but now I eat salads since my friends force me
I've been overly sensitive recently, and I start crying when a flower looks beautiful or somethin
Everytime I see something sharp like a kitchen knife or a shaving razor, I feel like another part of me is taking over and I struggle to keep my self from cutting my wrists or even thinking about it.
I'm really starting to hate myself because I've always loved life, and I never thought I'd feel like this, cuz it just seems like no one cares about me and I just feel so worthless...
Are these feelings normal (cuz I thought my crush liked me, but I found out he might like some other girl)?
Please help, I'm so confused and all the while the blade is looking more and more friendly...
2006-06-11
05:20:31
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