I pray to God and I get thrown on my bed, my mind has some kinda thought control(mentel ilness??) I could be praying for God to free me, and all of a sudden I am telling God to suck my .... do you get my point?? Alot more dirtier then that. I could be praying for God to give me power in Jesus name, then all of a sudden my mind takes over and I see a pitcher of a demon, saying ask me for power. My mind suddenly starts wanting to ask power from him, then I tell my mind to shut up then I call on Jesus to help or bind the evil spirit, and poof I am wipded on my bed. Some angry feeling comes over me. So here I am crazy on the Lord, waiting to be freed. Calling for rightousness and power, and to be part of the gosple, being thrown around on my bed as I lay there in meditation on Gods face.
I use to take medication, but all that stuff ever did was cause me to want to kill myself. And I tryed once. Ever sense I trust and pray, I am happy.
So could you keep me in your prayer's?
2007-09-21
10:42:32
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