I am so tired lately of being down and out. Man am I on a pity pot. I want to ask God, why my life has been so hard, although many good things he has done for me, and well do I know it. But I am scared to ask him why he puts me through so much pain. Mentally, spiritually, and physically. I am afraid to question God. I have sense enough to know that everything he does is for a purpose. I am usually strong, but just how strong can one person be. I just want to ask him sometimes why has he abandoned me. But, then deep in my heart I know he has his reasons, and that he does not abandon his children. I'll just try and remember that sometimes our darkest days can turn to light. I'm not angry at God, I guess I should really be thanking him for giving me the strenghth to be able to deal with all of the things I am going through. I need to pray really hard for greater faith. I'm getting weak. Does anybody out here feel me? I know I have not been totally faithful to him, but I am really trying.
2007-08-07
20:23:23
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17 answers
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Brenda M
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