It happens without fail; I am completely void of energy and am depressed the day after. I feel completely low. I cry uncontrollably. I feel like I have been the receptor for whatever negative energy he battles with, and I feel it trying to take me under and battle my soul. The first time, I thought it was me, because we were virgins; we were both 29, and I didn't know what to expect. We are 31 now and have only tried maybe two more times, and every single time, I have the same experience. He, on the other hand, always feels that a great weight has been lifted off his shoulder. I don't understand why this happens, but it brings me to my lowest point spiritually, physically and emotionally. I feel like something in him is trying to kill me. Is this odd?? Has anyone felt this?? I waited my entire life to be with the one that was meant for me. He walked into my life claiming to have been sent by God, but something feels so wrong when we are together like that.
2006-10-14
20:23:02
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Empress Sky
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