Let me start from the beggining, My boyfriend asked me to marry him 8 weeks ago, It was the happiest day of my life, i thought he would never asked, i was feeling like that the happiest women on earth you know? But then a week later, He passed away. I felt angry, sad, felt like killing myself. Days went on when on, when my grandmother invited me to church, and well I'm atheist so it felt weird as hell. But then while they were all praying, a man started screaming out while crying "The lord says, do not cry over what wasnt yours, for his life is mine, do not cry no more, for i was the one that loved you first. But i had never been to that church, i felt.....was someone talking to me?? Could it be that there really is a God??? Then i started crying but not over my boyfriend, but because i was feeling guilty of something.....I'm still worried, what if there really is a God?? i dont know what the hell to do...
2006-08-22
19:46:42
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