I worked in adult entertainment for 6 years. I danced, did magazines and video. I can't explain even to myself what made me make those choices then. I have been out of the industry for 8 years, and have become a completely different person mentally and spiritually. I am embarrased and ashamed that I let myself sink that low, but more importantly, I hve met man that I love with ll of my heart, and even though I told him about my past, I did not go into explicit detail the way I should have. My son found pictures of me in a suitcase I intendeed to burn, bu he foud it efore I did. Now my boyfriends entire family, including his teenage son know about my past. I have tried to explainn to him that I am not the same person who did all of those things and have accomplised so many things I am proud of since then. I do not even recognize the person I was then and wish I had the clarity and conviction and self-respect I have now, but he vehemently hates anything to do with that business. help
2007-01-14
11:59:41
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james s
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